Racing

My brain is racing in circles....I went to a race track this passed weekend and saw cars racing in circles.  Ironic?!?! ha Ok so I am not that creative with my writing.  Ask my english teachers from school or my close friends!  Anyway, Ryan and I spent an AWESOME weekend with his parents, their friends & a few family members. If you know me at all you know I can't stand Nascar, BUT watching it in person is WAYYYYYY better :)  Still not saying I am going to be an avid fan, but hey we are getting closer :)  THANK YOU Randy & Teresa for a wonderful weekend!!!!  I got burnt, Ryan won $$$$ at the casino, & spent much needed time together...all in all a fabulous fall weekend!  I introduced the "dice game" at our campground....the neighbors even came over to play :)  Of course I did not win!  We played four games and the same person won 3 of them!  Grrrr! ha I dont have any pictures of this weekend yet, but I will.  I am using my old laptop for work this week bc my work computer got very sick with a nasty virus so it got shipped to the STL.  Hopefully I get it back SOON.  My laptop is so old and slow, but it works :)  Clearly or I wouldn't be typing this post. 

I worked out tonight.  YAYYAYAYYA!!!!! ha Like I feel like I could pass out right now.  This was no walk in the park (like I normally do), hopefully I stick with it!  I WILL!  I HAVE TO! I WANT TO!  It's just SO hard with Ryan being gone during the week to keep my motivation BUT I am NOT making anymore excuses :)  It is SO easy to just lay on the couch and watch TV shows that I want to watch. LOL  HELLOOO I used to do 2-a-days, ran miles at a time, lifted hundreds of pounds of weight & LOVED every second of it, I want that passion back :)  AND I will get it.  

As I just mentioned Ryan is on week TEN...yes 10 straight weeks of traveling during the week.  It has been VERY hard on the both of us.  Obviously in different ways, but I know we will get through it and we make it work :)  Just like everything else that has come our way.......we just deal with it and move on :)  AND that is exactly why I love Ryan so much.  Even though last week....not as much! JK JK JK JK

Let's see what else.......O yea.......GO CARDS!!!!! 

One day I am going to look back on all these posts and just laugh at myself :)  AND I totally know this is going to be true, but right now I am stressing out about our wedding. ha   I have SOOO many ideas but just dont even know where to start and why would I it's still 187 days away! ha I might make my weekly trip to Hob Lob tomorrow & see what I need or where to start on one of my projects :) 

I just wish all my friends & family lived in the same town :(  

Ok wow this is entirely too long for zero pictures for people to look at.

Toodles!

Love,
Emily